personal not that anyone cares

so i was hanging out with my friends boyfriend of what reason idk and apparently he doesnt like any of her friends except for me and then him and all his friends stated to like me which was cool

plus we hate the same people so its cool

oops so some of you unfollowed my personal 

all i feel is tied when i think about it like i know i felt better when you left, but then i came back from camp and then i knew this would happen; i started thinking and dwelling over things and i just dont know whether to drop you or keep my hopes up i swear to god you say the fucking sweetest things ever but you never try as hard i as i do but im still really not sure

today instead of school i hung out with my dad and we watched a marathon of beavis and butthead and king of the hill it was so nice then i feel asleep on him and now im here

there was also this hilarious episode where this gym teacher dude told beavis and butthead they couldnt laugh or else theyd be sent to juvi and them holding in their laughs when he was saying vagina and penis omg

today i didnt go to school i feel like such a baby its horrible actually, feeling you cant do anything but sit and sleep and groan i have a responsibility to my friends and myself to stop acting like a little stupid baby who cant do anything for herself and others.

so tired

i never thoguht id say this but ugh i need to buckle down and pay attention i need to start to see my future as something important

o so u have time to like my profile picture but no time to actually SEE me today okay

i feel happy right now mm yeah

i wish i could just take one big cough and my sick would be gone